///ELECTROTR▲SH

# I've been thinking of combustication as a welcome vacation from the burdens of planet Earth - like gravity, hypocrisy, the perils of being in 3-D, and thinking so much differently.To resist is to piss in the wind. Anyone who does, will end up smelling. Knowing this, why do I defy? Because my inner voice is yelling. There is a fist pressing against Anyone who thinks something compelling. Our intuit we're taught to deny Yes, our soul, we're told's for selling.
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Monday, November 9, 2009,10:33 PM

HOTCHICK

This is dedicated to Jerald,because he spent half his day immitating this guy right here .

Jerald. says:
*AAAaaaaAA *retard sound*
*HAHAHHA

Oh oh, PAU (;

So yesterday i was stoked that Peter Chao replied to my tweet,and he did AGAIN and this time with a compliment ;)

School was shitty as usual oh so grateful my two guys were there yes you Matt and Jer because i would have so died of boredom.Literature and my results now there's a killer .

Now take your ass to the floor.Down to the floor.

These guys like em supersized,yes as in KARDASHIAN . * inside joke

Yes i miss you,but i just dont show it cause honestly you deserve way better hun and dont deny it .

Leaving to Ipoh tommorow,good food here I come baby !

currently listening to;System of A Down-B.Y.O.B

5:25 AM

STOKED

This is WAY better then when I sat with John from Boys Like Girls and when he tweeted about it (:

IN YOUR FACE MUDHABITCH .Yes Jerald knows how happy I am,come on no one has ever told Peter Chao he's a sex god,IM THE FIRST BABY (:

Ugh school tommorow,even just thinking about is pure dreadful and might i say that i'm afraid to find out what has been on my table since last week gross.

So yeah ive been depressed lately,why?i don't know D: But im all good now,can't wait to go to Ipoh although its a dead place .

Zac Efron,hmm just watched 17 again and all I can say he DAYM (: For real,he's perfect in every scene and his smile is awh so adorable .

And JIUN yes you're horny everytime you see Panda .

currently watching-Peter Chao;Chinese guy is mental

xx

Friday, November 6, 2009,9:29 PM

PENISSSSSSSS

I can stare at her all day long,for real.I mean look at those eyes,and that quirky smile :) No I’m not a lesbian. I just don’t feel comfortable being anyone’s girlfriend. I don’t actually feel comfortable being anyone’s anything.

Height: average
Weight: average
Shoe size: slightly above average

Ive got you high you just haven't noticed yet,that's all.People don't realize this, but loneliness is underrated.

Just because he likes the same bizzaro crap you do doesn't mean he's your soul mate.

It seems as though I'm going nowhere really fucking fast.You think that you're on the brink? The shit hasn't even begun to hit the fan.Consequence, you'll see, will be stranger than a gang of drunken mimes.Don't let the world bring you down.Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.Remember why you came, and while you're alive,Experience the warmth before you grow old.

currently listening to ;The Smiths-Asleep

xx

love

my tagboard is under the extras section.

14011993
I AM Shivany, nice to meet you.
I WANT everything I can’t have.
I HAVE something you might be interested in.
I WISH everybody could feel what I feel.
I HATE fake smiles.
I FEARof small spaces.
I SEARCH for someone just like me.
I WONDER about million things 24/7.
I REGRETnothing.
I LOVE being in love.
I ALWAYS did.
I USUALLYcan’t sleep at night.
I AM NOTperfect.
I DANCE because I can't even imagine myself not dancing.
I SING to cheer my self up.
I NEVER give up.
I CRY.
I AM NOT ALWAYS as self-confident as I look.
I LOSE my breath when I think about it.
I AM CONFUSED most of the time.
I NEED money to make my dreams come true.
I BELIEVE in miracles.
I CAN BE everything you want me to be.
I SHOULD be chasing my dreams now.
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